Tuesday, October 17, 2006

PUBLIC TRANSPORT

No body knows for sure how long man has been there.But everyone knows that from his very first day, he has been earning to have a better place to live;and to hive in peace. These two factors, in modern day parlance, would roughly mean “Pollution free habitat” and “Social equality”.Pessimists are constantly engaged in predicting the Dooms Day-either when this eco system will collapse or when man would have only hatred for his neighbour.
To me,this seems a taking it a bit too far.All is not lost yet.If only you look into simple things properly.
From “Parade Ground” to “Clementown” is 4 rupees and 25 minutes by Vikram.But everytime I sit in one,I get more than the 7 kilometres travel.I am filled with hope that whatever ways man might try to destroy himself,the Almighty has his own way of bringing about positive things.
In fact ,I think anybody whoever sits in any public transport should go through the same experience. Especially in a town like ours…
Dehradun is a green valley surrounded by Shivalik ranges.A large area of Dehradun is covered with forests.But unfortunately nowadays to accomodate the growing population trees are being cut .In pursuit of widening roads, greenery is being taken away from us.
All thanks to public transport atleast our social equality is not lost.People of all castes and creeds travel by a same bus or vikram without a feeling of lowliness.
Nowadays ecologists are suggesting more and more ways reducing pollution to save the
ecology.Public transport is ahead in this also…

Sunday, October 08, 2006

Engineering-II

Well I am in college now..The traditions here are just different..If u do all the assignments by yourself,attend all the lectures,never go for movies then you are considered a nerd here..Well,this is my personal experience...As someone has rightly said that"Nothing is constant in this world,except change".How could have I remained untouched?...I changed for both the good and bad...The good part was that I came out of my shell of shyness..The exposure which I got here is a must for everyone to know what life is all about...Earlier I use to feel very homesick and nostalgic but now I am used to it...The worst part of college life is that the person who used to do each and every assignment in school by himself,copies each and every thing out here....LOLZ...Studies are no more my cup of tea now!!!..I dont like to be stamped as a nerd now...I've learned how to get the hell out of those people who hurt you and use you like a mere tissue paper....I've learned that we don't have to ditch bad friends because their dysfunction makes us feel better about ourselves.
But sometimes I ask myself "Have I really changed???"
My attitude and not my behaviour has changed...Sometimes both of them clashes..At those times its very difficult to find a balance between them....Well that is all of it!!!!
AJ

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

Engineering-I

"U have the mind and intellect of a good engineer"...well,my class teacher Mr.Rajkumar used to say this when i was in class 12th..his words used to strengthen my ambition of becoming an engineer...So I dropped a year for preparation.I did everything except preparation during that year...My friend pradeep is a witness to that.Year ended like an english song and finally the most prestigious exam IIT-JEE came..I was not at all excited about it because I knew that I'm gonna screw up the paper.But giving my adrenaline a spill I went for the paper.No need to write wat happened as you all could imagine that..I returned back to home cursing myself.I got to know where i was after it..20 days were left for the AIEEE paper,my last hope.I studied really hard during those days and got my AIEEE paper okay types.Result came...councelling letter from JIIT came...I was in high spirits...I went for the councelling and got ECE branch..bas phir kya tha..abhishek jee ka sapna sach hota dikhaye de raha tha.

Monday, October 02, 2006

CRUSH.....

Blind devotion,utter submission,unknown attraction or irresistible desire.... what would u call a crush??.
From my own experience i would say that crush means those running senses which urges a person to be just perfect.It covers every aspect of love and attraction...Different people have different views on having a crush.Some have mere attraction on surface and they don't take it in depth while there are some who have a serious case.It's such a strange feeling when my eyes get down without any action of my brain as if eyes are controlled by my heart.It seems that I have been abducted and brought to an entirely new place where I can see just two people even in the midst of a large crowd.
Even I can't define what happens to me at that moment.I seem to become hypnotised.
With all my heart I wish to speak to her but all my resolutions to talk to her just go in vain.But after that very moment I feel as if all my wishes have come true and there is no scope left for any more wishes.
Every morning my eyes search for her.I die for just one glance of her..Ohh...What a strange addiction!!!
When I see her all my worries seem to be wiped away and my silly heart smiles.We all live for happiness and her smile gives that to me.I would never like her smile to fade and would do anything to keep it there always..
I am afraid to lose what I don't own.
But sometimes it's too painful when you think that the person concerned doesn't even knows about it..

Rain,Rain come again

All the things of nature are close to my heart.It's a pleasure to just sit by the window with a cup of tea in hand and watch the showers of blessings pour down in abundance.
I like the fragrance of the soil that emanates during rain.When it rains it refreshes the soul and mind and fills me with pleasure and contentment.
The breeze that accompanies the rain is soft and very pleasing.It fills the nostrils with pleasing fragrance and chills the mind.It serves to satisfy the appetite of the heart.
One would never know how much I would like to get drenched.This moment talks to me.
Everytime I experience this moment,it's a kind of enlightment ,like the goddess that governs the world wants to tell me "You are powerful,you have the ability to enjoy gifts of nature,you are the most developed of all species,you can express your happiness and sadness" .But at the same time ,it warns me to put my ego down and it seems to tell me the restrictions.
Rain in large quantities causes floods,carrying villages and towns with it into the mouth of death.
It is like one being hugged to death by a lover.
This realisation tempts me to fancy being hugged to death.It's a pleasure in to be just knowing that you are pleased to the end.That the thing which you liked most was with you till your end..