Couldn't think of one

Wandering back in the memory lane, I came across a dusty web page.Wiping some of it,I saw a familiar person gazing at me.He looked so similar.He asked "Why did you leave me all alone here?"

Who are you..? I asked..My voice echoed back...Frightened and confused,I realised that it was that little part of myself I left here..All alone..in loneliness...Why did I do so.? Was I afraid to take it with me? or it was mere ignorance?

My experiments with Love...

Love at first sight.....This is a very wrong statement I must say....if it’s true....then what is crush??...what is infatuation??.... There is thin line of difference between crush, infatuation and LOVE...
Love is something that builds up gradually when you are in contact of the concerned person...when u get to know her lifestyle... her attitude towards life...how compatible the person is with u in anything or everything....and when love happens...U don’t even know it happened...There is just a need to say it in words....rest all is quite obvious...
I also don’t believe that love happens only once....if it’s true then who the hell has said “Just move on in life”...Relationships form and they break.....We do not understand why the person we loved so much has become unbearable now??...why has the relationship just become a mere formality?? ...Its just a matter of chance that we break up....
The time u come out of a relationship is the time u r most susceptible to a new relationship..It’s the time u need an emotional support....That forms the basis of a new relationship..And it happens all over again...
Some people are not lucky enough to get a chance to know their crushes...(yeah crushes...coz I don’t believe in Love at first sight).....Maybe because they are shy....or its destined to be so...Whatever be the case never get obsessed with someone so much that she laughs at you when you pass by her and just that single sarcastic smile makes you cry..She mayb the world to u.....but U aren’t nething to her...Sounds bitter but true...


Disclaimer: The above mentioned words are not true for all the people...Exceptions are always there...This is my personal opinion...No offences...Any resemblance with any person is purely coincidental...

ARE U GAME???

5th May,2007.....
I got placed in my dream company..
Infact one of my dream companies…..Sapient..
This happiness came along with a lot of fears….
U ppl must be wondering..Mixed emotions??
Mixed emotions at such a fabulous and lavish moment..
What else could anyone have asked for??
I agree wid u guyz……
Visualizing myself being financially independent after one year was enuf for the goosebumps..
This brought along warm fuzzies..!!
A voice called from within “U r grown up dude!!”
But…
Will this be the end to all the pampering I got frm my elders??
Will the expectations of people increase??
Won't there be any more alibis for my mistakes??
Probably I myself know the answers to these questions but my heart is not ready to accept ‘em…
Till now we’ve seen the world thru our parents’ eyes…..The protective environment of our homes is like ozone layer to earth….Our wishes are fulfilled like in a fairy tale..
Sooner we’ll be independent..No escapes form responsibilities…One wrong shot and u’r gone..
No extra chances as we had in our video games….This is the real game of life….which we r gonna play soon…
We have to play it hard..and play it dirty!!!!
AJ........

Engineering-III

After loads of public demand, here comes "Engineering-III"...LOLZ!!
I realized that Engineering-II was more on an emotional note. Therefore I am writing about some other aspects of my experiences too….. This Blog mainly emphasizes on my college..
First and foremost I would like to tell that we have a uniform out here…Somewhat similar to that of Jet airways’ officials…
Hated it very much in the beginning but now kinda started loving it. No tensions of choosing what to wear…!!!
Unlike school, here in an engineering college you can expect to score anything or even nothing in exams…particularly minors…
Well it’s my personal experience (Especially the “nothing” one)!!
A semester is a matter of nearly four months…As soon as it starts, it ends…When one gets familiar with subjects and gets into them, end sem exams are just few days ahead…
Sleeping and snoring in lecture theatres has become a routine exercise for some and others who don’t do so are no less. They are just physically present there for attendance. Their minds just gaze into infinity….and of course exceptions are always there…Some people are attentive also….
Corridors, especially the one which we fondly call as the biotech corridor is full of life at all hours of college…you can always see people chatting with each other, listening music on their pods and completing pending work…Coming out of the biotech corridor you can see a big lawn with OAT at one end and various playing courts at other end..Scorching sun seems to warmly entertain the people..Coming out of the lawn is the car parking..Walking down the parking is Gate no.2..The official gate of our college..Now we have come out of the college..So cya in next blog..Bbye
AJ...

PUBLIC TRANSPORT

No body knows for sure how long man has been there.But everyone knows that from his very first day, he has been earning to have a better place to live;and to hive in peace. These two factors, in modern day parlance, would roughly mean “Pollution free habitat” and “Social equality”.Pessimists are constantly engaged in predicting the Dooms Day-either when this eco system will collapse or when man would have only hatred for his neighbour.
To me,this seems a taking it a bit too far.All is not lost yet.If only you look into simple things properly.
From “Parade Ground” to “Clementown” is 4 rupees and 25 minutes by Vikram.But everytime I sit in one,I get more than the 7 kilometres travel.I am filled with hope that whatever ways man might try to destroy himself,the Almighty has his own way of bringing about positive things.
In fact ,I think anybody whoever sits in any public transport should go through the same experience. Especially in a town like ours…
Dehradun is a green valley surrounded by Shivalik ranges.A large area of Dehradun is covered with forests.But unfortunately nowadays to accomodate the growing population trees are being cut .In pursuit of widening roads, greenery is being taken away from us.
All thanks to public transport atleast our social equality is not lost.People of all castes and creeds travel by a same bus or vikram without a feeling of lowliness.
Nowadays ecologists are suggesting more and more ways reducing pollution to save the
ecology.Public transport is ahead in this also…

Engineering-II

Well I am in college now..The traditions here are just different..If u do all the assignments by yourself,attend all the lectures,never go for movies then you are considered a nerd here..Well,this is my personal experience...As someone has rightly said that"Nothing is constant in this world,except change".How could have I remained untouched?...I changed for both the good and bad...The good part was that I came out of my shell of shyness..The exposure which I got here is a must for everyone to know what life is all about...Earlier I use to feel very homesick and nostalgic but now I am used to it...The worst part of college life is that the person who used to do each and every assignment in school by himself,copies each and every thing out here....LOLZ...Studies are no more my cup of tea now!!!..I dont like to be stamped as a nerd now...I've learned how to get the hell out of those people who hurt you and use you like a mere tissue paper....I've learned that we don't have to ditch bad friends because their dysfunction makes us feel better about ourselves.
But sometimes I ask myself "Have I really changed???"
My attitude and not my behaviour has changed...Sometimes both of them clashes..At those times its very difficult to find a balance between them....Well that is all of it!!!!
AJ

Engineering-I

"U have the mind and intellect of a good engineer"...well,my class teacher Mr.Rajkumar used to say this when i was in class 12th..his words used to strengthen my ambition of becoming an engineer...So I dropped a year for preparation.I did everything except preparation during that year...My friend pradeep is a witness to that.Year ended like an english song and finally the most prestigious exam IIT-JEE came..I was not at all excited about it because I knew that I'm gonna screw up the paper.But giving my adrenaline a spill I went for the paper.No need to write wat happened as you all could imagine that..I returned back to home cursing myself.I got to know where i was after it..20 days were left for the AIEEE paper,my last hope.I studied really hard during those days and got my AIEEE paper okay types.Result came...councelling letter from JIIT came...I was in high spirits...I went for the councelling and got ECE branch..bas phir kya tha..abhishek jee ka sapna sach hota dikhaye de raha tha.